I have a strange feeling of calm today. Maybe it’s the sun. Maybe it’s that I saw people who I find calming and enjoy their company. Maybe it’s because I’m starting to worry less. Maybe it’s because I’m starting to fight for myself. Maybe it will pass. Maybe the heartache and anxiety will stop by tonight and keep me awake. Who knows? Who cares? I just need to pretend a little harder that I’m doing ok then I might believe it, then I might be it.
Ship To Shore - The Movielife.
One of my favourite ever bands. This song speaks to me a lot lately.
via quotes and stuff
This would be my reaction
Do you think of me when you’re led in your bed at night? Do you wonder what I’m doing or how I’m holding up? I doubt it but sometimes I catch myself hoping you do. Sometimes I find myself wishing you’d call or text me. Just ask how I’m doing. I miss you more than I’ve missed anyone in my whole life. I hope you’re happy. I’m not but I really hope you are.
On the verge of tears because where I am we used to go and looking at the empty space where you used to be is killing me. I bet you don’t even think about me or miss me.